Sometimes while drifting into sleep or in waking from a nap I feel a deep sense of terror. Its a bottomlessness feeling that seems to be always in the background, just never confronted because of the incessant chatter of the mind. It feels more fundamental than anything I feel in
Ambition seems to require a set of traits in order for it not to ruin ones life. Ones which I don't yet have. I feel caught between ambition and my own being. My body wants to sleep but my mind wants to act and pursue the life I
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